Willy Holmes-Spoelder

Today, feeling *in the Spirit* of AMBER I must write a few words.

Yes: they make me a happy grandmother. Why? Well they send me sweet messages. I live in far away Turkey, they are busy with their young lives in my home town Amsterdam, The Netherlands, so I cannot just pop around or ask them to come over for some nice home-cooked food.

Today: I also talked to one of my oldest (male) friends – Skype – of course, and also that was a nice small moment, making today a good one too.

Yesterday, oh boy: did I have fun going into Fethiye to do a bit of shopping, withdraw some CASH from the BEST bank ever: HSBC (good old Hong Kong Shanghai Banking Corporation) They have 2 ATM’s, typical I suddenly noticed, although I know they do have 2, yes a typical HONG KONG minded practical business approach. One was empty €, oh dear, another bank, but oh no, lets try #2 and that produced the much desired money.

It made me happy, I love it when everything goes smoothly and according to what is best for me (and WHO does not, eh?) Sometimes though everything seems to NOT go like that and then I get really irritable even to the point of feeling worn out i.e. start developing some sort of depressed feeling.

But: I fight with every inch of my being to NOT let any nasty vibe get at me to ruin my own good *I*. To spoil my happy frame of mind actually is strictly forbidden you see.

I knew several persons in the past, who always were out to do that.

Such so-called *friends*: who needs enemies with friends like that we used to say when I was surrounded by folks from Amsterdam, in Amsterdam with *the same sense of humour*. Yes having a good sense of humour next to a lot of practical common sense: I get along with people like that famously.

Such people create in me: zest for life, laughter, smiles, create *I feel  good* (brain/train) motions. Yes. It is far better than listening to a whining voice, with under- and overtones of whatever they have NOT *going* in their lives.

I mean: such people are great to have as clients of course, but not when I am out and about in my own free time.

Which makes me *jump* to this:

LOVE = NEVER ENOUGH, a great book by one of the best 20th Century psychiatrists on the planet Dr. Aaron Beck (named in one breath with Freud and Jung). In 2010 I ordered it and the fact that the book actually arrived where I live these days was already such a happy moment that I put it away on my Bookshelf without going through all his patient case-studies.

However, as a trained Methaphysician having a book like that in my house is already enough to *work* with, although working with such subtle vibrations does take some time to take effect. and often evoke months and months of plain hard labour working with one of my favourite (magic) squares, the Venus Square, and on paper (ruitjes-papier) i.e paper with little squares (grids).

NOTE: anyone WHO happens to stumble upon this article may think ??? what was I trying to read, what was I searching for in the GOOGLE searchengine ?? Sorry about that, and please forgive me, but please do remember: this article is basically about me – i.e. WillySaysSo and for my own grandchildren.

I am doing this in a nice, yet sneaky, round about way, because when I *tell* them something, well every adult, parent or university lecturer knows it: often students nod off a bit, do they not?

But: what I do write, because I do know a few things: well: if others can use it too: I am happy. After all: you the reader may not yet have heard about this, that, and what I have discovered, worked out (on paper). Not that many online *marketeers* have the time to begin a METAPHYSICAL research and discovery project such as I started doing from 1991.

Yes, I am happy, not only for the above listed reasons only, but especially because MY LOVELY GRANDCHILDREN *love* me.

Wow, if that is not the greatest compliment a grizzly old gran can get. Honestly, I am serious.

My grandchildren through some terrible sadness of mine = losing one of my 2 children through a terminal brain tumor last year, 30th January, 2012 have become more precious and valuable to me, than I could ever have believed possible – should a fortune teller have forcasted that to me, for instance.

I know it is amazing, they are amazing, and because I have become a trained and practizing professional Methaphysician – amazing things are happening now, but only I know that.

Always, really, I never think beforehand in a calculating way, I mean, I never lay Tarod Cards, I never consult *The I Ching Book*, I just go about things as if I am just an ordinary person (which I am of course), Yes. And then sometimes but not always something happens that I have to work out for myself! = Some MAGIC is knocking on my (metaphysical) door and I am not yet hearing it, i.e. still too ignorant to know what it could possibly be.

Once I am in Essential Oil *Heaven* such things did happen before and also right now: I am *on to something*

So for instance, yesterday when I walked through the beautiful Fethiye marketplace (Gün Pazar) open Daily that is: I stopped by to say hello to my friends at *Sister’s Place. These nice helpfull people sell herbs, spices and above all: very good *ESSENTIALS OILS*.

Where have you been they asked. Oh well I might as well come in then, sit down, have a look around and then. after buying some very ordinary stuff such as garlic powder, turmeric and flaming hot red chili pepper flakes: WOW.

What did I see there: I screamed with delight – Tarik, come back, he tried to escape you see: Tarik HELP please: those oils…I trembled with excitement, because I did not have those in my own collection of over about 120 different ones.

And I ordered, 50 ml. bottles of Peony, Bluebell, *RÜHEL MISK*, the most intriguing AMBER musk, Safflower (blossom), my very *beloved* WHITE ROSE and some more of the more common/known ones, such as: Basilicum, Turkish T.Tree.

As if MONEY is growing on trees, eh? Well it is not where I live of course, however – why not spend a bit of (my) money on myself, I reasoned.

Anyway, I sighed, because before I start working with unknown to me essential oils, such as Peony, Bluebell I do have to check online and read what the healing/medicinal properties are, to give my brain (through my eyes) a whiff of what is coming (ha,ha).

It was ok, not that much to check. Happy!! Done!!

Now around 19.30 pm my time in Turkey: I just have to end this or else I get behind doing the stuff I do evenings.

Meanwhile wishing to post this article: the KEYWORDS eh!!

Those magical keywords that the Google searchengine actually likes, respects and gets your article *published* there: pff but I shall put a few down.

With much gratitude that I am an online person, and so much more that I like to write about: until quite soon i.e. there is a lot, a lot more *in me* and best is it not, for me that is, that I get it out and rolling.

Willy Holmes-Spoelder